This is serious.
I dont understand My friends dont understand that these decisions to suddenly end communication with me hurt.
I have had 2 friends in the past 2 weeks pretty much full on stop communication with me and iv ofcourse tried to do what i can to stay in touch but eventually they tell me that for their own specific reasons (1 because of her BF being paranoid about me and one because she wants to focus on God) that they arnt going to carry on talking to me.
I am seriously trying my hardest to just accept that they are fair reasons and that im maybe being selfish in wanting to stay friends but honestly without sounding to bad i am almost breakin down because of it…
Pretty much everyone in my life has made me feel the same way, like im some toy who is always happy and there to make them feel better about themselfs and when they are happy enough ill just leave steve behind, he’s always happy, he’ll be fine…
…Well im not, its getting way too hard to view this objectively and just accept it.
I dont think im being selfish in wanting to stay friends and as far as im concerned i try and be honest and genuine with everyone, im not perfect but i try to be a good friend, why do i always end up feeling this way?!
Meh… Sorry to post this emo post….
HEY TUMBLR, LET’S PLAY A GAME
To play this game, go to MapCrunch, select “hide location”, make sure you have all countries unselected, and click go. What this will do is drop you in a random part of the world. It’s as if you woke up on the side of a road in an unfamiliar country. The goal of the game is to find your way to an airport so you can return home.
Bonus Hard Mode: No using outside sources, and that includes using google maps to figure out your location from signs or landmarks ;3
Doing this so hardcore right now.
Me too XD
